A big new chapter seems to be coming. I hope in a few weeks or months I will know more about my plans. Whether all the circumstances will be right, whether the chance of new life will actually be happening. Life might change drastically.

There is so much beauty to life. Art, music, nature. I can immersive myself in it. I’m part of this. Life.

I’ll probably grow and stay more or less the same. The quirky, fun, alert, creative extravert so many people have come to know and love. I hope there are much more people to come and know and love.

England is where I’ll be going soon. I might make a new friend. Meet a few strangers. Might be lonely from time to time. Might take beautiful pictures, sing, make art, possibly dance. I hope it will be a holiday that makes a beautiful impact on my life. And who knows, maybe other’s too.

Life seems like it is looking up. Even though there are a lot more stressful events to come. Who knows, I might enjoy it. It might not be as stressful as I think.

I’m really trying to make something out of this life, going after the things I truly desire. I’m glad I get to be part of it. Life. Friends. Poetry, live music, conversations, art, being in awe of captivating lights, students who had a strong connection with me, a rose garden, people sitting on blankets in a park, people enjoying acrobatics, my friend feeling zen, painting, drawing. Life somehow feels more interesting. Stressful but maybe a little bit more mine. Where I dive into my past, my future and now, the ‘inbetween’, the place of rest, where you just get to be.

I hope you are doing well wherever you are. Until next time! X