Sea the resiliency in me

When sadness

Feels like the sea

And the waves

Come crashing over me

The waves

Overwhelm me

If sadness

Was a storm

And you’re in the middle of it

But you have to go on

How do you become

A master of the sea?


Please sea
Will you see me?

When it is wind still

You are so pleasant

And tranquil

Peaceful

And maybe

Lonely

A ship

Out at sea
No land in sight

And I thought
It might

It might get better

Why does life
Sometimes

Feel like
A consecutive
of unfortunate events

Of waves
Raging
Aggressively

Nowhere to hide
Or to find
Peace

I wish
The sea
Would see me

Maybe I should take a look
At my reflection
And see
The loss
The pain
What I missed

Give my reflection
A hug
And say goodbye
To that young me
And see the resiliency
In me

Even though the waves
Keep coming
I am still here
And the sun will come up
For you
For me

Everywhere

Dutchie – U.Kie

The day starts out cool. A fresh breeze. A bit of sunshine but I decided to sit on the cool balcony. I’m not wearing shades to look extra cool haha. That’s not my vibe anyways. I wear shades in the car. Such a practical Dutchie. I like being both Dutch and English. I like being bilingual. I like putting English words within a Dutch sentence. The other way round seems a bit weird though. Most people around the world don’t understand Dutch. I’d say if you are from South Africa, you’ll probably understand most, since the language is so similar and Flamish is basically the same language but for the rest, I don’t know. So, if someone knows where more Dutch is spoken, let me know.

My skin is slowly turning brown. My face is. Of course not my see through legs haha. But I am spending a lot of time outdoors, enjoying time by myself, with the cat or with friends. Getting to know people too or re-getting to know them. I suppose I am very extraverted. I like to hang out with people. Maybe that’s why being a teacher suits me so well. I love the part where I can interact with them.

I started my new job as a Dutch teacher for foreigners. First I was a little astonished by everything they couldn’t understand and now I am really happy to teach them. The second lesson went much better. I now know that I need to use images. Some of my students thank me for the lesson and some give me compliments. That’s heartwarming. Someone even told me I was smart, which I as a modest Dutch person smiled but didn’t respond to.

For the rest I enjoyed a party yesterday evening and I took a lovely poloroid photo with a friend of mine. I saw her parents for a bit. She had a fire going and lot’s of snacks. I ate too many of them, played a game and decided it was time to go home. A good opener for the weekend.

I hope you are doing well wherever you are and until next time! X